He wont know..I think..he don't want to know too..I have too many question care for.This such of thing,really hard to make a decision.

I have think many time,i realized that..there was something in my heart that is cant change it easily..I have try my best,it make me very tired,more tired..I'm so sorry that I didn't tell you clearly..Its my fault..haiz

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That day,I saw him back.I never though I will miss him so much..really so much..Before that,I've saw him one time..he just sit at my back,in car..But,we like stranger..My heart was so pain..I keep control my emotion..I though that i will be ok..when back home,i done stupid things.I still remember that night my tears cant stop,i keep crying,i keep thinking..why we will be like that,its hard to believe..

YES

I regret what i have say that night..but i know,it cant change back too..I believe..u live more happy without my message and calling..i just hope that day..........will come..

Really really thanks god..I can meet him again that day.Maybe he relized that i keep sporting at him..but i don't mind..i so happy..all of my friend and family keep scolding me..say im a idiot,stupid girl..yes i am..cause i love him..it can't change my mind and heart..

I know he never will know..I LOVE YOU